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I recently read on FHM that if you blog, you are pathetic for a guy. Neh. Under my present situation, this blog space of mine is probably the only way I can leak word on how bad it is. Well except probably Wong and Reuben. Maybe the earlier statement makes one pathetic. Good thing I have great friends around me. Oh and Punkster as well.
Last night, I tossed around in bed from 930 till almost 11 I guess, feeling all terrible.I guess the specs of Hawk have heard me sigh and huff for no reasons. No reason isn't accurate actually. Theres much to it, just that few know and I don't express myself well through words...My misery follows in the footsteps of my memory and my plight paves its path ahead of me. I guess the word 'faktup' isn't a very nice word to use in my blog anymore.Its all rammedup.
Those in camp should know how rammedup my case is. By right, I shouldn't even be at home, happily blogging away. I should be serving the second day of my SOL. Those who don't know, I should have been charged 7 days Stoppage of Leave. I went to look for OC yesterday all ready in my smart 4 ready to take order. Guess what OC tell me : "There is now a complication, the guy from falcon, CO wants to put him in DB. So you are being implicated as well" follow up conversation reveals that I am not being put on charged yet because CO hasn't passed down the verdict, it ranges from going to DB (Detention Barrack) to stripping me of Rank or Appointment. OK fine, what concerns me isn't the book out. Nor is it the tragedy of being put behind bars. What it implicates is my future!!! Be it 1 day or 28 days, its gonna be a black mark that will go down my records. Would I still be able to go to university? 7 days in DB is all it takes to disqualify me from any local Uni. 1 day in DB is all it takes to demerit me from a potential scholarship or the prospect of service the Police Force. Damn I don't mind trying DB 7 or 28 days, I checked it out it isn't that bad really. Its just the ram record thats potentially gonna screw my future. And ramming amazingly, I am still taking it likely. Amazingly, I can still joke about it. WHY!? Cos I seriously don't mind. If going to DB can brainwash me from all thats troubling me. Can make me forget about all the rammed up things in life, I ramming don't mind. Even if it means my future is screwed. Ram my future. I can always go try to serve in the French Foreign Legion. Which infact quite meaningful a chapter in life would make. Ultimately, I don't even think about this whole issue of SOL or DB. Cos its the least of my worry. Why!?? Read on.
I look at my bank account and I feel totally Rammed up as well. Gosh this is just a minor nothing. $318.19. What the. I just feel rammed up.
And this. This that follows is probably the most funny rammed up case I can imagine. And its actually happening in real life. Home. Sometime i rather stay in the cells of the DB, or report to DO every few hours then to come home. SOP, niam niam niam. This is all I get every friday when I step how. What the ram. But todays different. Earlier on, I have told my mother that I won't be coming back this weekend. I came back eventually. And I can't imagine which cock brain can come up with the reason as such
"Your officer not punishing you because he knows it mothers' day (Ram you!), so he let you come home. You know in singapore valentine day or whatever day also not as big as mother day (what the ram!?). You don't believe, ah your punishment will be on vesak day instead (I will be ramming happy to get SOL on vesak day.)"
Is this some kind of ramming joke? This is probably dramatic irony at the extreme.
"Army so what, mother biggest ok (i know u want to be big!)"
~Unbreak my heart~
How many times in a day do I sigh in pain thinking about you? You are not the only one who wish that we can still laugh and talk about everything under the sun. If I could, I would want to forget about all I said before you left. I wanna forget all the feelings i have for you. Because its sucks! The only reason why the only words I say are yaya okok haha its because I am lost for words. How do you expect me to tell you about my sleepless nights when I think of u? About how my heart aches when ever i think of US? About how depressed abt the situation between us? I don't want you to know all this. Thats why I acting the way I am now. Thats why I am lost for words. I can't tell you the truth and I don't wanna avoid you or the situation. It then reduces everything to these.........
Damn...now I understand FHM. Words like this in a guys blog is ramming pathetic!
Last night, I tossed around in bed from 930 till almost 11 I guess, feeling all terrible.I guess the specs of Hawk have heard me sigh and huff for no reasons. No reason isn't accurate actually. Theres much to it, just that few know and I don't express myself well through words...My misery follows in the footsteps of my memory and my plight paves its path ahead of me. I guess the word 'faktup' isn't a very nice word to use in my blog anymore.Its all rammedup.
Those in camp should know how rammedup my case is. By right, I shouldn't even be at home, happily blogging away. I should be serving the second day of my SOL. Those who don't know, I should have been charged 7 days Stoppage of Leave. I went to look for OC yesterday all ready in my smart 4 ready to take order. Guess what OC tell me : "There is now a complication, the guy from falcon, CO wants to put him in DB. So you are being implicated as well" follow up conversation reveals that I am not being put on charged yet because CO hasn't passed down the verdict, it ranges from going to DB (Detention Barrack) to stripping me of Rank or Appointment. OK fine, what concerns me isn't the book out. Nor is it the tragedy of being put behind bars. What it implicates is my future!!! Be it 1 day or 28 days, its gonna be a black mark that will go down my records. Would I still be able to go to university? 7 days in DB is all it takes to disqualify me from any local Uni. 1 day in DB is all it takes to demerit me from a potential scholarship or the prospect of service the Police Force. Damn I don't mind trying DB 7 or 28 days, I checked it out it isn't that bad really. Its just the ram record thats potentially gonna screw my future. And ramming amazingly, I am still taking it likely. Amazingly, I can still joke about it. WHY!? Cos I seriously don't mind. If going to DB can brainwash me from all thats troubling me. Can make me forget about all the rammed up things in life, I ramming don't mind. Even if it means my future is screwed. Ram my future. I can always go try to serve in the French Foreign Legion. Which infact quite meaningful a chapter in life would make. Ultimately, I don't even think about this whole issue of SOL or DB. Cos its the least of my worry. Why!?? Read on.
I look at my bank account and I feel totally Rammed up as well. Gosh this is just a minor nothing. $318.19. What the. I just feel rammed up.
And this. This that follows is probably the most funny rammed up case I can imagine. And its actually happening in real life. Home. Sometime i rather stay in the cells of the DB, or report to DO every few hours then to come home. SOP, niam niam niam. This is all I get every friday when I step how. What the ram. But todays different. Earlier on, I have told my mother that I won't be coming back this weekend. I came back eventually. And I can't imagine which cock brain can come up with the reason as such
"Your officer not punishing you because he knows it mothers' day (Ram you!), so he let you come home. You know in singapore valentine day or whatever day also not as big as mother day (what the ram!?). You don't believe, ah your punishment will be on vesak day instead (I will be ramming happy to get SOL on vesak day.)"
Is this some kind of ramming joke? This is probably dramatic irony at the extreme.
"Army so what, mother biggest ok (i know u want to be big!)"
~Unbreak my heart~
How many times in a day do I sigh in pain thinking about you? You are not the only one who wish that we can still laugh and talk about everything under the sun. If I could, I would want to forget about all I said before you left. I wanna forget all the feelings i have for you. Because its sucks! The only reason why the only words I say are yaya okok haha its because I am lost for words. How do you expect me to tell you about my sleepless nights when I think of u? About how my heart aches when ever i think of US? About how depressed abt the situation between us? I don't want you to know all this. Thats why I acting the way I am now. Thats why I am lost for words. I can't tell you the truth and I don't wanna avoid you or the situation. It then reduces everything to these.........
Damn...now I understand FHM. Words like this in a guys blog is ramming pathetic!
posted by zente @ 7:26 AM
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